im fine,,,

it was really sad knowing dat i was not gonna fly anywhere,,

maybe theres news that HIM wanted 2 tell me y i wasnt sent 2 stdy oversea,,

it was hurting me,,n now,,i could adapt all this,,

im not as smarter as abg long,,,

since i was young i didnt mention myself 2 b a doctor..

i wanna b the 1st in our family that becoming an engineer,,

y people keep saying that "ala,,engineer ke??

no life la...u kan gul,,,"

i was so dissappointed listening that,,,

WHAT THE HELL!!!

abah,,i wanna be an engineer,,

i will show 2 u that ur daughter,,NUR NATASHADILA

may be an engineer,,,

i wanna grab IR~~~

german,,sory,,i couldnt attend myself 2 u,,

it was badly injured my heart since i was looking myfrens waving their hands n lefting me just because of u,,

i did really wanna learning ur engineering,,but i couldnt,,

it was stated that im just here,,UNIVERSITY OF MALAYA

at least,,im stil taking engineering subject..

its fine,,,

i do believe in myself,,

1day,,i will go 2 GERMAN n learn engineering there,,

=)