i dont think im gonna leave behind our stories...

waitin' at the buz stop,,
i shivered 4m the cold,,
when u walked up it seemed as if u were outlined all in gold,,
u askd me if my shiverin' was out of cold or fear,,
i said the cold,im not afraid,,
for u 2 stand so near,,
then u removed ur jacket n handed it 2 me,,
i shyly refused ur jacket,,
embrassed so,u see,,
u put the jacket on my shoulders and back a step u took,,
"im natasha"i said extending my hands,,
when u said ur name,we shook,
,day after day we stood,waitin' 4 the bus,not a single word spoken by either one of us,,
until 1 day i turned 2 u n bravely started 2 say,"i av a crush on u,n also, by the way-",,
as i started 2 tell u wut it wus dat wus burnin' on my mind,,
u told me dat u liked me 2,,
but the words were hard 2 find,,
i smiled a smile dat seemd  2 stretch 2 both of my 2 ears,,,,
the smilin' n the happiness erasin' al my fears..
n now,,my fren,u're dyin' n there's nothin' i can do,,
but sit wif u n hold ur hand n b 4eva true,,
last nyte when u were sleepin',ur soul juz slippd away,,
the many words that filled my heart were impossibble 2 say,,
as i wus cleanin' out the drawer that stood beside ur empty bed,,
i found a letter addressed 2 me,,
n heard ur voice speak as i read,,

MY DARLING IM SORY DAT I WILL HAVE 2 LEAVE U,,U KNOW HOW MUCH I LUV U N I KNOW U LUV ME 2,,I HOPE U WONT 4GET ME,,BUT PLEASE DO TRY 2 MOVE ON,,I HOPE U WONT CRY 2 MUCH WHEN IM DEAD N GONE,,
2 silent tears slide down my face n moistened both my cheeks,,
i wont get over the loss of u,,
not for days not for weeks,,
i continued readin' the letter that i held in both my hands,,
my fingers numb as if they had been wrapped in rubber bands,,
now im standin' at the bus stop,,
where 2 years ago we met,,
as i stand here in the cold i feel my cheecks start 2 get wet,,
i dont think i will get 2 over u..
neva not in any way,,
our anniversary would have been 2 years ago 2day,,
n on dis lonely bus ride,,
i sit alone without u near,,
i hear a voice that may jus b the voice  i av longed 2 hear,,
the voice is from an angel and his words r sweet n strong,,
he tells me LIFE'S A TREASURE,,LEARN 2 LOVE AGAIN..MOVE ON,,
n through the words he whispers  i finally start 2 see,,
dat although i will always luv u,,its time 2 set u free,,,