errr???!!!

p/s:

bosan la duk kat umah,,rindu pasum!!!!

pabila hatiku bkata2,,,

agak nye mmg susah kan menjadi seorang anak yg baik,,aq salu tertye2 nape susah sgt utk aq mnjadi seorang anak yg solehah,,aq  bukan lah seorang anak yg selalu mematuhi sgale bagai peraturan mak dan ayah aq,,tp,xbermakna aq xpenah mencuba utk mjadi seorang anak yg baik,,

tiada hadiah terhebat yg mampu aq bg kpd mama dan abah,,maafkanlah along sbb along gagal mjadi seorang kakak yg  baik kpd adik2 along,,dorg memerlukan teladan yg baik utk dcontohi tp aq gagal melaksanakan,,malah aq semakin leka dgn khidupan aq,,smkin hari aq smakin membesar,,aq semakin meningkat dewasa,,,aq bakal meninggalkan zaman remaja aq dan bakal memulakan khidupan sbgai manusia yg sebenar,,

tp,mampukah aq mnghadapi nye??

aq salu mbyangkan mcm mane lah khidupan slpas blajar,,mcm mane ek??

smkin lame,,aq smakin tkot ngan khidupan nie,,yela,,ble smakin mninggalkan alam remaja,,byk cabaran malahan fitnah org yg jeles ngan pencapaian aq,,

ya ALLAH,,tabahkan lah hatiku ya tuhanku,,

mampukah aq bertahan ngan dugaan duniawi??

mampukah aq mjd seorng anak yg berwibawa kpd mama dan abah??

mampukah aq mnjd kakak yg baik kpd adik2 ku??

aq bingung ngan pilihan kehidupan aq,,aq xtahu apekah hala tuju hidup aq,

aq smakin hilang arah dan aq memerlukan hidayah mu,,

kau sematkanlah rase kasih dan syg aq utk mereka yg masih dan trus mnyayangi aq,,,

ya ALLAH,,aq sgt mencintai dye,,salu doa aq utk dye,,

tp,,adekah dye mngetahuinye??

adekah dye selamat d sane??

adekah dye juga mnyimpan perasaan kpd aq spt mane aq menyayangi dye??

jika dye benar tercipta utk aq,,dkatkanlah hatinye dgn hati aq,,

aq terlalu lame memendam perasaan aq ini,,

hanye kau mengetahui betapa aq mengasihi dye ya tuhan ku,,

andai bkn dye azali aq,,

tentukanlah yg terbaik uk aq,,

aq ingin mnjadi seorang yg solehah,,

ok,,,

aq ok je kalu kau xnak kwn aq ok??

mmg kte penah kwn baik,,

p kau mmg byk wat aq trase sgt2 sjk akhir2 pasum ney,,

bkn aq je,,

shila pon agak trase kau,,

asik nak ikot perangai kau je,,bkn kau je ade prasaan la weh,,,

kami pon ade,,

aq tensen ney!!

xperlu nak cte kat sume dak kg yg kte gadoh,,

xperlu nak senyum kat aq kalu senyuman kau xikhlas,,,

YOUR SMILE IS FAKE!!!!

OK????

IM FINISHED WITH U N IM DONE WITH ALL THIS FAKENESS,,

if u xnak kwn ngan i,,its fine,,im fine without u,,

=(

so now,,,better u go b4 i ask u 2 go from my life!!

its ok!!

even im not ok !!

huh!!!

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gudnyte sume n dunia yg peno hipokrit!!!

incomplete without u guys!!!!

walawe...rindu kat kwn2 aq,,korg sgt besh!!
sgt3 bEST!!!
rindu tyme kte g kuliah same2,,g kafe same2,,g tasik same2,,mmg singkat tyme kte same2,,p yg singkat tuela ngajar aq tok lebih mnyayangi kor sume,,,SHAHILAH,SYAFIQAH n AZEELAH,,,
korglah teman terbaek aq,,mmg aq salu mjuk,,p xbermakne aq xsyg korg,,kdg2,,ble kenang balik tyme kte bersame,,aq gelak sorg2,,epy bday pqa!
i know u mesy sgt sdyh sbb bday u turned on that day-the day we r seperated la,,=(
i think,,its still not too late 2 wish ur bday on my blog maa,,,
btw,,i wished urs earlier ryte?
we made ur day brighter the day b4 ur bday!!
we hang out together,,eventhough we had no enough pocket 2 enjoy,,we still managed 2 bought mcd,,hihi
such a great day!!
loving it so much dear!!
but,,i was really sad,,because azeelah wasnt with us,,,so so really so sad,,

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i asked them 2 dedicate this song to SYAFIQAH!!!

tanx 4 kolling me dear!!

i apprecieted that so much!!

<3<3<3

guys,,tanx 4 being my frens k??

i dont know how 2 impress my feeling towards u all,,

zeela,,i doakan u jd seorng doktor,,

shahilah,,i doakan u dpt jd quantity surveyor,,

pqa,,i doakan u jd engineer,,hii

(korg doakan tok aq gak!!)

xsangke aq ade kwn2 yg sgt hebat!!!

btw,,,

im missing u guys so much!!!!

what the hell im doing ryte now without u guys!!

this is killing me!!

oh my gosh!!!

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this is ours!!!

our talks,,

our secrets,,

our business,,

our story,,

it wont comes 2 end bcause our story only have the start!!

<3<3<3<3

if i could,,,

benci sgt ngan diri aq,,asal la aq mesty view kau??
nape??
aq tau kau skunk bahagia ngan dye,,aq xnak jd owg yg menyibuk,,,
p,aq ase ngan usha wall fb kau jela yg mampu mgurangkan ase rindu aq,,aq xtau nape,,p aq ase spatotnye aq,,bkn dy!!
that should be me!!!

lame sgt kot perasaan aq tok kau,,sgt lame,,kalu kau tahu betape aq tgu kau,,kau mesty aq IN RELATIONSHIP ngan aq,,p aq tau,,tue bkn aq,,,aq tau,,aq cume seorang junior yg salu usha kau dr jauh,,salu terkantoy usha kau,,maybe kau tau kisah bodoh aq n sebab 2 la kau xnak approve fb aq,,,aq single sejak kau kuar skola kte n blah g mrsm,,sejak 2,,aq brubah n struggle n nak msok mrsm same ngan kau,,

p munkin ade sbb nye nape ALLAH anta aq ke sbp,,kire ok la,,at least xla aq ase joh sgt perbezaan kpandaian kte even ko kuarga MRSM n aq lak kuarga SBP..

aq bsyukur sbb aq agak berjaye,,even im not as smarter as u r,,im tbeginning 2 be proud of myself,,its hard dude letting u go 2 someone else,,kau blajarla elok2 kat sane ek??

aq nak kau tau,,,slaen gf kau,,kau ade aq yg salu mdoakan kejayaan kau,,walaupon pahit,,p aq bsyukur akhirnye aq jupe fb kau,,=(

its getting harder when u r in relationship with her,,im totally disappointed with myself,,

IF U COULD READ WHATS IN MY HEART,,,

YOU WOULD BE IN TERAS,,,

ok??

p/s:

im missing n luving u so much!!

im not ok when viewing your wall n u replied HER post!!
that should be me!!

i hate myself for hurting my heart..

 

p/s:

nyte!!

if it could be,,

i just want you 2 know how much i love u...
i just want you 2 know how much i miss u..
why??
why this is so hard 4 me??

p/s:

im missing u like whoooa!!!!

if u could hear dat im screaming your name,,this means,,i was born for u..=)