NatASHa fUad'S

Sunday, April 17, 2011

incomplete without u guys!!!!

walawe...rindu kat kwn2 aq,,korg sgt besh!!
sgt3 bEST!!!
rindu tyme kte g kuliah same2,,g kafe same2,,g tasik same2,,mmg singkat tyme kte same2,,p yg singkat tuela ngajar aq tok lebih mnyayangi kor sume,,,SHAHILAH,SYAFIQAH n AZEELAH,,,
korglah teman terbaek aq,,mmg aq salu mjuk,,p xbermakne aq xsyg korg,,kdg2,,ble kenang balik tyme kte bersame,,aq gelak sorg2,,epy bday pqa!
i know u mesy sgt sdyh sbb bday u turned on that day-the day we r seperated la,,=(
i think,,its still not too late 2 wish ur bday on my blog maa,,,
btw,,i wished urs earlier ryte?
we made ur day brighter the day b4 ur bday!!
we hang out together,,eventhough we had no enough pocket 2 enjoy,,we still managed 2 bought mcd,,hihi
such a great day!!
loving it so much dear!!
but,,i was really sad,,because azeelah wasnt with us,,,so so really so sad,,






p/s:
i asked them 2 dedicate this song to SYAFIQAH!!!
tanx 4 kolling me dear!!
i apprecieted that so much!!
<3<3<3






guys,,tanx 4 being my frens k??
i dont know how 2 impress my feeling towards u all,,
zeela,,i doakan u jd seorng doktor,,
shahilah,,i doakan u dpt jd quantity surveyor,,
pqa,,i doakan u jd engineer,,hii
(korg doakan tok aq gak!!)
xsangke aq ade kwn2 yg sgt hebat!!!
btw,,,
im missing u guys so much!!!!
what the hell im doing ryte now without u guys!!
this is killing me!!
oh my gosh!!!




p/s:
this is ours!!!
our talks,,
our secrets,,
our business,,
our story,,
it wont comes 2 end bcause our story only have the start!!
<3<3<3<3



if i could,,,

benci sgt ngan diri aq,,asal la aq mesty view kau??
nape??
aq tau kau skunk bahagia ngan dye,,aq xnak jd owg yg menyibuk,,,
p,aq ase ngan usha wall fb kau jela yg mampu mgurangkan ase rindu aq,,aq xtau nape,,p aq ase spatotnye aq,,bkn dy!!
that should be me!!!





lame sgt kot perasaan aq tok kau,,sgt lame,,kalu kau tahu betape aq tgu kau,,kau mesty aq IN RELATIONSHIP ngan aq,,p aq tau,,tue bkn aq,,,aq tau,,aq cume seorang junior yg salu usha kau dr jauh,,salu terkantoy usha kau,,maybe kau tau kisah bodoh aq n sebab 2 la kau xnak approve fb aq,,,aq single sejak kau kuar skola kte n blah g mrsm,,sejak 2,,aq brubah n struggle n nak msok mrsm same ngan kau,,
p munkin ade sbb nye nape ALLAH anta aq ke sbp,,kire ok la,,at least xla aq ase joh sgt perbezaan kpandaian kte even ko kuarga MRSM n aq lak kuarga SBP..






aq bsyukur sbb aq agak berjaye,,even im not as smarter as u r,,im tbeginning 2 be proud of myself,,its hard dude letting u go 2 someone else,,kau blajarla elok2 kat sane ek??
aq nak kau tau,,,slaen gf kau,,kau ade aq yg salu mdoakan kejayaan kau,,walaupon pahit,,p aq bsyukur akhirnye aq jupe fb kau,,=(
its getting harder when u r in relationship with her,,im totally disappointed with myself,,
IF U COULD READ WHATS IN MY HEART,,,
YOU WOULD BE IN TERAS,,,
ok??







p/s:
im missing n luving u so much!!
im not ok when viewing your wall n u replied HER post!!
that should be me!!


Friday, April 15, 2011

i hate myself for hurting my heart..

 




p/s:
nyte!!

if it could be,,

i just want you 2 know how much i love u...
i just want you 2 know how much i miss u..
why??
why this is so hard 4 me??

p/s:
im missing u like whoooa!!!!
if u could hear dat im screaming your name,,this means,,i was born for u..=)

ok,,,im fine without u,,,fullstop.

u know y i made myself single???
i made it for you,,
it was so sad when i found your facebook,,then u r IN RELATIONSHIP with someone,,,
ok,,i have no right 2 say bad about your girl,,maybe i was 2 stupid not to mention my feeling towards u,,,i adored u since i was 13,,,it has been 6 years when i found u back..
i hate myself for keeping my heart 4 u,,,i wont blame u bcause i do love u,,
if i could wait for 6 years,,,i will try another 10 years,,,




p/s:if u could hear my heart is beating 4 u,,,u will cry bcause it beats weakly since i viewed ur facebook bcause i was too afraid to click the add button,,,=( 

jgn biarkan semua berlalu,,,


oh my gosh!!
i hate when this ends!!
i hate when this comes at the end!!
i hate the ending!!!
who cares!!!

finally,,,it ended today,,,,

sgt sedih bile kwn2 yg aq syg sgt2  terpakse bpisah ngan aq sok..aq ase tempoh perkenalan kte even singkat sgt,,,p aq ase kte la sahabat paling ideal,,,dgn sgale mcm topic perbualan,,,lawak kte,,,care sembang kte,,hanye tuhan je tau betapa aq xmau khilangan korg joh dr idop aq,,,mmg kte xputus kwn,,p aq xtau mcm mane life aq ble korg joh dr aq,,,=(
aq sgt3 sdyh!!!




p/s:aq xnak korg jauh dr aq,,,t aq xtau nak cte masalah aq kat sape2 da,,aq rindu korg sgt2!
nape singkat sgt kat PASUM ney????
to:SHAHILAH,SYAFIQAH,AZEELA...


seyesly,,,,we had so much tyme together,,it was awesome just now!!
thanks ya 4 coming in my room,,,it fulled with our sweet memories even we just spent just 3 hours together for today,,,im busy making myself complete without u guys!!
sooner or later,,,i hope so,,but when u guys went 2 your rooms,,i felt different,,,im wondering what would i do without u all,,,
=(