wow!!!

its tiring me lorh!!!!

but,at least i have fun today,,

working at new place gives my inspiration 2 try something new,,

actually,,i was very nervous n thought i might cannot adapt myself with new environment n among new people,,

but my thought was wrong,,

today i learnt many new thing,,

i learnt how 2 top up fon num,,

i trained myself 2 promote broadband,,

celcom n maxis,,

im becoming a promoter!!!

i learnt new model of branded fon like sony erricsons,nokia,samsung,blackberry,iphone,,

wow!!!

its totally awesome ma!!!!

im gonna sleep now!!!

preparing myself 4 work again tomorrow!!

nyte!!!!

<3<3<3<3<3

its fine natasha,,

dy jeles ngan awk je,

sbb awk is better than her,,hihiii

=)

SECRET GARDEN,,,

Done!!!!
yeah!!!!!!

<3<3<3<3<3<3

sory 4 making ur pix as my lappy background,,

because i dont think i might live without seeing ur face even a sec,,

im so so so sorry,,,

I have blocked ur fb,,

i dont want 2 know n stare ur wall anymore,,

i hate myself because i love u so much,,

its fine untill here,,

i will b fine without u,,

FULLSTOP,,

i always do everything dat i hate the most,,

because i know,,u like doing everything dat i hate,,

this makes me love u so much,,

ok,,i privated my fb,,,everything on my fb,,,exception for my wall,,

everyone can view mine,,

but people cant add me as their fren,,

sory,,,

i made this on my purpose,,,

i was 2 unhappy because of some1 that i did really love since i was 13,,

i admired him,,

i added his fb for more than 10++ times,,,

but he didnt approve mine,,

what was my mistake??

did he know i admired him??
did he hate 4 who i am?

its fine if u dont like me,,

but let me know,,

it hurts me at all,,

tanx 4 not privating ur wall,,

at least i could stare ur wall,,

looking at ur posts,,

making me sad lonely,,

i have put u at the highest place in my heart,,

but u showed me u didnt deserve it,,

sorry,,,

im trying 2 love people i hate the most,,

i made such a big mistake knowing u when we ever met,,

i didnt know y u must betrayed our friendship,,,

did i give u lack of love??

i didnt think so,,because i loved u the most among our frens,,

but y,,

y u did this 2 me??

tell me y,,

u be fren with me just because u wanted anything that i belonged ryte??

sory,,i hate 2 hear everything about u now,,

if 1day,,u came 2 me n seeking 4 my forgiveness,

i would give u then,,

but, i would say,,

"u r forgiven,,but 2 b like bfore,,i wont,,

its enough when meeting u we just say hi n bubye..

2 hang out n sharing story like b4,,it wont happen,,bcause im 2 afraid everything about u"

aduyai,,makin sket idung aq,,nak tgu time appoinment lame ag,,sengal tol,,,xdkire emergency case ke huh??

idung aq ney mcm nak tercabut da,,,sket yg amat,,,makin besar lak tu ketulan kat dlm idung aq ney,,

ya ALLAH,,tabahkanlah hati aq nie,,,aq bdoa tiada yg boleh memudaratkan ksihatan aq,,,

shhhuuuuuuuuuuuuu........................

dont say anything because i would cry,,

im happy for who i am,,,

im pretty just in my way,,

tanx 4 saying dat im unwritten because i myself love me for who i am,,

=)

sometimes,,my fake smile would tell people that i was fine,,but in reality,,i was hurt,,
tanx GOD bcause made me in this way,,bcause i couldnt stand 2 see my beloveds in tears,,just put all the pains on me,,i might hide them with my fake smile..
=(

i was enchanted 2 meet u,,,

ok natasha,,u can make it!!

chaiyok3!!!

no matter how far he is,u can handle ur emotion,,

keep smiling,,,

gud gurl,,,

(Y__Y)!

A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better 2 leave it broken than hurt urself to fix it,,

No matter who broke ur heart, or how long it takes 2 heal, ull never get through it without ur friends,,

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything 2 u, but u meant nothing 2 him,,

It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever  2 say Goodbye....

pardon????

Calling u an idiot would be an insult to all the stupid people..

so stop stalking me if u hate me!!!
stop pretending because i can read ur mind!!
huh!!!! 

im tryna smile even its fake,,

it feels like this pain will last forever,,

it feels like this hurt will never go away,,

i tried 2,,but its failed,,

oh my gosh!!!

ok,,seyesly,,im so tired updating my blog today,,,

it was suprising when all of sudden im missing my besties so much!!!
no words can desribe how do i feel in losing u guys!!
if i could replay everything we have done in PASUM,,i would remind myself 2 love n adore u guys so much!!!
bcause nothing n no one can replace u all in my heart,,,

its kinda sad when now we r separated,,but its ok,,

this teaches me how 2 appreciete u all more n more,,

=)

it was tiring 2 wait all our pix uploaded,,but im satisfied myself bcause this refreshing back my memories with u all,,

mishiu!!!!!

my best frens ever n after!!!!

kwn2 ku,,,aq rindu korg sgt22!!!

korg la teman terbaik aq swaktu kat PASUM..

aq bangge jd kwn korg,,walaupon kte salu bselisih pendapat,,

p kte salu bsame,,=)

tanx 4 everything ya???

=)

<3<3<3<3

nie la wani,,kecik je dak ney,,p byk mulut,,,rindu kat ko,,,,rindu nak tengok ko ngan pqa btekak kat dku,,

korg mmg cute n mcm adik bradik,,

smpay aq yg lenguh layan kalu korg gadoh,,mcm dak2,,hahah

shila gemok n pqa,,mishiu,,

tanx sbb salu ade ngan aq,,salu share n dgr probs aq,,aq mmg syg korg sgt2,,korg yg terhebat,,=)

ney aq la,,hahah

aq n pqa,,,kat mid tyme ney,,,nga mkn sushi,,hooohohoh

pqa!!!!

mishiu!!!

take care kat umah!!

shila n me,,,

ktrg paling rapat la,,

sbb same blik,,even sgt sekejap,,p aq hargai psahabatan kte,,=)

pqa n wani,,,korg mmg yg terbaik,,tanx salu g kuliah ngan aq,,=)

  tuang kuliah pon same2,,hahah

haha,,ney la zeela n my cousin,fatin,,

even org dak hayat yg aq agak susah nak ngam,,p korg laen,,aq ske n hepy kwn ngn korg,,ble aq masok um,,,bru la aq tau yg fatin 2 kezen aq,,tanx PASUM!!!
zeela,,ko la jiran n kwn terbaik slame aq kat floor lapan kat kk12,,,hihih

tanx gak ajar aq byk mende especially ble nak exam,,ko tolong aq byk gle,,=)

syafiah my fren yg otai,,sye rindu awk sgt2,,awk jge diri baik2 d umah ek??

jgn asik buli adik2 awk je,,

hihihih

ble lagi la kte dpt jupe ek??

rindu lawak ko yg sengal 2,,=P

pia n wani!!

aq n zeela,,hohohoh

zeela,shila,pqa

pqa,pia,wani

pia,pqa,shila

korg mmg teman terhebat n terbaik aq slame dPASUM

aq harap persahabatan kte kekal slamenye,,aq rindu gelak tawa korg,,,korg gadoh,,hahah

smmg nye korg membuat aq lebih syg tok tiggalkan PASUM

aq harap,,korg xlupe aq mcm mame aq salu engat korg,,korg mmg sukar dcari n xmunkin akan ade pengganti nye,,,=(

p/s:i luv u all!!

*SHAHILAH ABD RAHMAN

*NUR SYAFIQAH AHMAD

*AZEELA

*NURUL SYAFIAH

*SYAZWANI ABAS

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

withhugsnkisses......

missing u guys!!!!!(C2)

seyesly,,,u guys r my besties ever n after!!!
i luv n miss u all so much!!!
tanx 4 being my frens,,,

i knew,,it was such a short time 4 us knowing each other,,,

but u guys knew something...

eventhough everything was in short period,,we got 2 know each other,,,

=)

sory if i made mistakes 2wards u guys,,=(

i hope,,everywhere u go n everthing ull be doing,,

may ALLAH blesses u...

::farah in yellow n adzlin in black,,

mishiu!!!

                                       

::nadzirah sofia n rabie omar,,,

::my apparatus,,hee~~~~

ok,,rabie mmg ske wat muke,,hihi

::i was making my new formula 2 destroy the world!!
HAHAHAAHAAH

::norezatey!!
<3<3

::norezatey,nadzirah sofia,nadia listari

<3<3<3

::adzlin was so busy doing chem lab,,oh my gosh!!!

ur tutor!!!
(in that mask)

ske sgt wat cute,,nyampah,,,haha
btw,,u both r truely so cute!!!

::u did make the formula??
u stole mine!!
hihi

errr~~~~

ujang!!!
i love u so much!!!

tanx 4 being my besties n always ryte beside me!!!
muaahhh!!!!!!
p/s:sory,,gambar u xbyk,,sape soh dpt meja lab joh dr aq??hihi

xdpt byk gamba la,,hohoho

ok,,thats katak@nazirul hafiz in green with rabie!!

::syuhada hairoma,nadzirah sofia,norezatey..

(penat la nak type name ko pia,,asik ade je pix ko!!hoo)

nadia listari in cute mood,,,

<3<3<3

cute la kome!!!
tanx sbb salu layan kerenah teman yg mengade2 ney!!
muaaaahhhh!!!

due sahabat baik,,

hihi

sgt salu bsame walaupon dmana sahaja berada,,

::husna abd rahim n nadia listari,,

due sahabat yg salu bersame2,,

meja exam salu dpt sblah,,

pg mkn same2,,

satu bilik pulak 2,,,duk kat klas tutorial pon sblah2,,mmg jodoh,,

<3<3<3

nie la guls C2,,,

WE ARE THE HAPPY FAMILY IN UNIVESITY OF MALAYA!!
(PASUM je pon,,hoohoho)

cute nye korg!!!
p aq xde,,,=(

sbb aq yg amik pix korg!!

aq mmg rindu korg tahap babeng r,,kat umah aq salu tingat tyme kte kat cafe,,klas,,tyme kte lepak mkn dominos piza kat blik syu n zatey,,mmg saat yg sgt indah n susah tok aq lupekan,,

korglah yg aq syg,,u r the best ever clasmates!!!

p/s:yg xde 2,,sory la,,aq amik pix yg rapat nan aq je,,,

ade gak yg rapat p xde,,HAZIENA HAMID,,awk xde dlm pix ney sbb awk duk meja joh nung dpn sgt,,kunk i lari2 bwk camera kunk kene maki nan abg lab lak,,hihihi

yg xde 2,,sory la,,=P

I DO REALLY MISS C2!!!

im fine,,,

it was really sad knowing dat i was not gonna fly anywhere,,

maybe theres news that HIM wanted 2 tell me y i wasnt sent 2 stdy oversea,,

it was hurting me,,n now,,i could adapt all this,,

im not as smarter as abg long,,,

since i was young i didnt mention myself 2 b a doctor..

i wanna b the 1st in our family that becoming an engineer,,

y people keep saying that "ala,,engineer ke??

no life la...u kan gul,,,"

i was so dissappointed listening that,,,

WHAT THE HELL!!!

abah,,i wanna be an engineer,,

i will show 2 u that ur daughter,,NUR NATASHADILA

may be an engineer,,,

i wanna grab IR~~~

german,,sory,,i couldnt attend myself 2 u,,

it was badly injured my heart since i was looking myfrens waving their hands n lefting me just because of u,,

i did really wanna learning ur engineering,,but i couldnt,,

it was stated that im just here,,UNIVERSITY OF MALAYA

at least,,im stil taking engineering subject..

its fine,,,

i do believe in myself,,

1day,,i will go 2 GERMAN n learn engineering there,,

=)

sorry..

i am so sorry mama,,

it wasnt my attention 2 make u feel dissapointed bcause of me,,

=(

i love u...

..........................................

nak jd kwn yg baik mmg susah,,,

nak jd baik dkate hipokrit,,,

nak jd jahat con4m putus kwn,,,

kte engat bday dye,,,

p dye ade engat bday kte???

bday bf dye ley lak engat,,,

untung la dye ade bf,,,

kte single,,,

xde bf,,,

who cares???

u do care bout me???

huh!!!!

my page!!like la ek???support me seh!!

jom la like page aq,,,aq create page nie khas utk mereka yg single2 mcm aq,,

single xbermakne xdeyg nak kan??

ade je,,p blum tbe mase nye lagi,,,sbb skunk ade lah mase utk enjoy2 gaban!!
its our tyme 2 mess around beb!!
chill suda,,hihii

p/s:da like page ney,,memandai la share link kat kwn2 korg ek??

ley kte tambah kwn,,=P

wee~~~~~

http://www.facebook.com/pages/SiNglE-doEsNt-meAn-n0-oNe-adMires-Us/203145136376159

like ok??

jgn xlike,,,

kalu anda single like la,,ne tau dpt jodoh kat situ ke,,,

ALL GIRLS AND BOYS ARE INVITED TO JOIN MY GROUP DER!!!!!

hah,,group aq gune profil pix ney la,,kalu jupe,,jgn segan2 like ok??

tanx 4 reading!!!!

=)

im in love again!!!

aq xtau nak ckp pe,,p aq mmg jatuh cinta ble nampak mamat ney blakon,,,aq mmg minat dye lame da,,,=)

HYUN BIN,,hes awesome n gets gentle personality that all women demand 4 it,,

oh my gosh!!!!

kali nie,,aq dpt cerite krea ney dr romemate aq,,,actually,,mmg da ramey da kate yg dok asik promote cte ney,,aq jtoh cinta ngan cerita dye,,,

sgt sweet smpy aq asik brangan yg pelakon pompuan 2 ialah aq,,hihi

aq tau mmg klakar ble asik brangan xtentu pasal,,

p mesty bkn aq sorg nak bf mcm hyun bin kan??

semua pompuan nak guy like him so much!!

even mamat ney salu blakon sbg watak yg sgt kerek,,p aq ske style dye,,sgt menambat hati aq,,mmg susah nak dpt laki mcm dye sbb cte korea salu xlogik,,p even xlogik tp BEST!!

sbgai contoh,,,BOY OVER FLOWER!!!

i like LEE MIN HO so much!!

he has nice eyes!!!!!

hes so hot!!!!

cute sgt!!!!

again!!!

nak lagi???

haa,,hamik!

heroinnye pon cute!!

memula mcm xske sbb mcm xcun sgt,,

p actually sgt cute ble aq usha dye kat lua cte ney,,hihii

cantik kan??

kan3??

sweet!!

=)

ok,,dye mmg ske wat muke!!

hahah

ney yg aq paling ske!!

sweet sgt,,

korg imagine la watak dye dlm cte 2,,,cute sgt!!

ok,,skunk blik semula kpd cte SECRET GARDEN kte,,

memula,,aq agak xley trime cte ney sbb mcm xlogik,,

cte ney mamat ensem ney n heroin ney,,btukar jasad,,,roh laki ney pg kat badan pompuan ney and vice versa,,

agak klaka cte nye,,p ble aq da usha smlam alhamdulillah smpay chapter 5,,aq ske sgt jln cte nye smpy aq brangan masok tdo,,hihi

kalu nak tgu cte melayu wat mcm cte korea ney,,mmg xdpt la,,

cte korea je la yg besh sbb even xlogik,,,p mmg masyok dlm jiwa aq,,hhaha

ensem kan hero nye??

                                                                      ney la hyun bin!!!

 

 ney cover cte 2,,,mcm xlogik kan????

hahah

p comey sgt cte nye!!!

ensem!!!!

macho!!!!!

antare pelakon nye!!!!

dowg la hero n heroin nye!!!!!

sweet kan????

cantik +tomboy!!!

the stuntwoman is acting maa!!

shes completely gorgeshhh!!!!

comey!!!!

p/s:

ok la,,aq nak pg lunch,,,bubye!!!!!