comey an???

cantik an??
ske rama2 ney,,,even dye itam,,,p sgt cute,,so,,,sape2 yg ase dye kurang putih,,,actually dlm term kurang putih ney,,still ade kcantikan yg sgt indah,,,ok???
<3<3<3<3

my calcuty....eheks!!

kalu ade sape2 nmpak aq nye ney,,,pulang blik ek???

khas tok dak2 pasum sc fizikal!!

ahaks,,,xde keje sbnarnye,,,

.............................C.I.N.T.A............................................

ape yg kowg paham pasal CINTA??
oooo,xphm ek??
ok2,,,wut do u understand 'bout LOVE???
is it true a man o a woman willingly 2 sacrifice EVERYTHING for love???
is it true hard 4 a woman or a man 2 forget everything they have done 2gether???
oohh,,come on man!!
hating  people who describes it such dat way!!
ok,,mcm ney,,,aq nak tye kowg,,btol ke CINTA ITU BUTA??
aq yakin the LOVE is blind,,hehehe
yela,,,kalu cinte x bute,,xde la kapel zaman skunk ramey tbabas,,,an3???
ne x nye,,,tme cinte asik mraba2,,,buta nye pasal,,,ahaks!!!
hahah
papehal,,aq still xmenemui the TRUE LOVE,,,
weh,,,susah an???
btw,its not truely hard 2 love urself,,,ryte??
just do luv urself 1st b4 thinking sum1 else,,
dun predict sum1's luv,,,but measure how high ur luv towards sumbody,,
kdg2 aq pelik,,nape ek ramey owg mati kerna cinta??
so our topic today is,,,
is ur iman enough well in ur heart untill u r willing 2 COMMIT SUICIDE???
hahaha
i know its quite sensitive but im sorry 2 say it,,,lol
p an,,nape nak bunuh diri an??
jgn la,,,k??
kte bkn byk iman pon nak mati awal2 ney,,kalu tuhan da kate dye bkn jodoh ko,,,lepas kan jela,,,k??
kalu ko nak sedyh2 p dye epy ngan life bwu dye,,xke ko yg haru???
kdg2,,pe yg blaku kat dunia ney,,ad hikmah nye,,,btol x???
jgn jd kan cinta sbgai alasan tok ko lupe kan niat ko kat dunia ney,,,
ko still ad owg yg mnyayangi ko,,,mustahil la kat dunia ney xde sape pon syg kat kte,,,an3???
u still hv ur mom,ur dad,ur granny,ur frens,,,
ok??
so,,thinking wisely b4 doing sumthing my dears,,,
bg aq,,,kalu kowg idop kat sumwhere,,just tkad kat dlm diri kowg,kowg stil bnafas kerna sumthing,,meyb utk bjaye d dunia n akhirat,,,btol x??
yg penting blaja dlu,,,jgn asik men je,,,bkn nak blame sape yg xstdy tggi or xnak stdy,,,
p kte kalu nak sara anak owg,,kene ad poket gak,,,tol x???

bg aq,,,papehal pon,,,love yg paling utuh dlm life aq ialah love aq kpd ALLAH

love aq kpd RASULULLAH

love aq kpd MAMA

love aq kpd ABAH

nak tau nape???

sbb aq nak nak jd umat manusia yg solehah,,

aq tau susah tok mjadi sebaik sumayyah yg sggup mati kos agame islam,,aq tau aq x segagah saidina omar yg brai mlontar kan kate2 kat mereka yg brani memangkah ISLAM

n aq tau aq bkn seperti malaikat yg selalu ikot perintah ALLAH,,

p aq nak mjadi yg terbaik n aq harap aq x terpesong dr agama nye,,,

''YA ALLAH,,BERIKANLAH KESEMPATAN KEPADA AQ UTK D CINTAI N DAN MCINTAI INSAN YG MCINTAI KU KERNA MU YA ALLAH,,,TENTUKANLA SEBAIK2 UMAT UTK KU YA ALLAH,,JDIKANLAH HARI2 KAMI KELAK SEINDAH KISAH RASULULLAH DAN SITI KHADIJAH YA ALLAH,,,YG MINCINTAI KEKURANGAN KU,,,YG SENTIASA BSAMA2 KU KERNA KEINDAHAN AKHLAK KU,,YG MBIMBING AQ MJADI WANITA SOLEHAH D DUNIA DAN D AKHIRAT,,YA ALLAH,,JIKA DYE BENAR UTK KU,,DEKAT KANLAH HATI NYA DGN HATI KU,,,JIKA DYE BKN MILIK KU,,DAMAIKANLAH HATI KU DGN KTENTUAN MU,,,,

AMIN,,,,,,,,''

wahai RASULULLAH,,andai bisa ku ketemu insan sebaik mu,,apekah ramai akan mcemburui ku??

namun aq tahu,,,kau adalah sebaik2 ummah,,,

mana mungkin ade yg setanding  kau wahai RASULULLAH..

sesungguh nye aq mncemburui cinta kau thadap SITI KHADIJAH..

aq tau,,,sukar tok mcari cinta yg suci,,,ya Allah,,,perkenankanlah permintaan ku,,,jgn kau biarkan aq tpesong drpd akidah mu,,,terpesong kerna cinta seorang jejaka yg hnye mengingin kan kesenangan ku,,,dan mninggal ku dkala susah ku,,,

 

mama,,along masih xsempurna kan kwajipan along sbg seorang anak,,doakan kjayaan ku d dunia n d akhirat,,maafkan sgale dose along,,

abah,,tanx 4 everything ya??
i dunno how 2 impress my feeling,,,i know behind ur fierce..theres a space 4 me,,

space 4 me 2 say dat u luv me so mac,,,

<3<3<3<3<3<3

abg ULTRAMAN ku,,,,,

ape yg kowg tau pasal BF aq ney???hikhik,,,aq admire dye sjak aq tadika ag,,,smpy skunk kot,,aq ske usha  sume cte nye,,nta la,,,kdg2 aq ase malu lak nak kte aq minat cte ney,,but wut can i say ryte??its all 'bout interest,,i do like it yeah!!!

ble blik dri skola tyme kecik2 dlu,,aq ngan xsempat bkak bju skola da trus duk dpn tb,,,abg ultraman nye pasal,,aq bkn jenis yg ske men ngan barbie doll,,,hahaah.

aq engat ag dlu aq pena brangan nak kawen ngan abg ultraman,,p aq ase mcm x logik  lak,,,bkn xlogik kos dye ultraman,p aq kuathir kos dye femes,,,duk kat japan lak 2,hohohoho

mcm pe je aq ney,,,

papehal,,,i do luv u so mac!!!

aq ske usha abg aq fight ngan monster,,,encem an???

aq dlu sanggup ponteng skola agama nak usha ultrman the movie,,huhuh

p apekan daye,,stdy jgn lupe,,,2 la prinsip aq,,,even kte stdy p idop kene enjoy,,tol x???

aq ske tyme abg ultrman wt action...kowg imagine kalu kowg ad power mcm abg aq???

ley x??

aq nye obses ngan abg ultrman aq ney,,smpy msuk mimpi,,,nie tyme kecik dlu la,,,

ble bgn pg kos mama kejot g skola tadika,,aq trus sedyh,,,yela,,abg ultrman ilang sbb mama dtg,,hahahaah

2 satu hal,,,da sedyh da,,aq siap doa ag nak abg aq msuk  mimpi aq sok nye,,,

nak jd satu cte lak,,,sok ble aq tdo abg aq xdtg,,,pg nye aq nanges,,,aq protes xnak g skola,,,,hahah

penink mama n abah pujuk aq,,,p ape nak wt,,tyme 2 kte je ank gurl an,,kene la lebeh manje sket,,,mama la byk pujok aq,,,lol

satu aq meluat abg aq ney,,,ble lwn xsmpay 5 minit,,,dada dye bbunyi,,aish!!!

sengal tol,,,aq malas tyme 2 la,,,ne x nye,,tyme aq mberi sokongan padu aq kat dye tyme nga action ttbe wt hal lak,,,nseb bek xde pape,,hahahaha

kalu ade pape,,,sape nak jd ultrman an??

nenek aq penah ckp ''udah2 la ila,,,ultrman 2 xkan mati nye,,kalu mati sape nak lawan monster???

lagipon,,hero xkan pernah mati nye,,''

hahaha,,,dats y i luv my granny so mac,,,she gave me evryting  i wan,,,i donno wut i should do if 1 day,,,it is said she has 2 leave me,,,hope i still hv my tyme 4 her,,,<3<3<3<3

  

aq ske tol usha gadjet abg aq ney,,cantik an???

aq pena emo sbb aq pg kat TOYS R US,,

ttbe lak,,aq nmpak byk lak pattern gadjet 2,,,but then,,my mum said 2 me,,,"bkn ultraman je ad,,,sume owg ley dpt,,,hes just an animation syg,,,''

mcm 2 la ayat mama aq,,hukhuk

hah,,,,

aq nak story kat kowg ney,,,smart ak??

band o brothers la ney,,huhuhu

ketua band 2 abg aq la,,,,

hahahahaa

nie aq amik kat internet,,

latest product from ape nta..mahal doe,,,dkt RM50++

wow!!!!

mahal nye my abg!!!!!

papepon,,,i cyg awk sgt2!!

jgn pena kalah ek??

lwn mr monster leklok au??

hope awk salu mkn vtamin k??
ala,,yg sye beli tok awk 2,,sye bwu ltk kat almari dapor awk 2,,,

huhuhuhuh

(natasha is in gedik mode...<3<3<3<3<3)

wah!!!!my new blog lorh!!!! =)

hehee
aq sgt epy sbb ad blog,,,hope cute la,,,nak tau x,act da lame aq nak create blog,,p mcm xtau mcm ne,,penink memikir kan,,p ble nmpak membe aq wt,,mcm besh lak,,huhu,,2 yg ase nak try,,p kat sini aq bkn la nak wt emo mcm certain manusia an,,,hahaah,,aq nak share experiences aq kat membe yg nak knl aq,,aq nak cte mcm ne khidupan aq spanjang 18taun aq hidup bgelar sbgai sowg WANITA,,acecececece,,,hahaahh

b4 starting my blog,,better i move 2 myself 1st,,im natasha,,mama,abah,angah,ali n yaya pgl aq ALONG,,huhuhu.besa la,,aq an ank 1st,,kene la name along,,nenek n wan n kezen yg len pgl aq ila,,,sbb name aq NUR NATASHADILA BTE MOHD FUAD,,sdap x??
huhuhu

aq skunk still blaja ag..aq kat UNIVERSIT OF MALAYA,,aq amik asasi sc fizikal kat sini,,,sape2 knl aq,,just say hai la,,,hahah..(kalu kowg knl aq an?)aq agak peramah n aq ade membe rapat kat sini,,,dowg ialah SHAHILAH,SYAFIQAH,SYAFIAH,SYAZWANI n AAINA,,
aq cyg5 dowg sgt,,,sume fizikal mcm aq gak,,p syafiah hayat n shahilah lak alam bina (mbina badan),,huhu..=)

aq cyg sume owg,,,<3<3<3<3<3<3
i luv my ALLAh
i luv my RASULULLAH
i luv my MAMA
i luv my ABAH
i luv my NENEK
i luv my WAN
i luv my BESTIES
i luv my FRENS
i luv my ULTRAMAN,,,hehehe,,(my BF)
i luv mySELF,,,(people who hates himself is RUBBISH,,,dats why kat dunia ney ad kes BUNUH DIRI)

 

(nie aq n roomate aq,,shila,,,aq cyg dye cgt2!!!mmmuuuaaahhhh!!!)

(nie aq la,,,gedik an???hahahaha,,malu aq lorh,,,)

(nie kezen aq yg sbelah kiri kowg,name nye FATIN,yg kanan lak (AZILA)  jiran aq kat kolej 12 ney,,,cyg dowg sgt2!!!!)

(nie aq na AAINA,,,cyg kamoo gak!!!!!)

(nie lak membe rapat yg same kuliah,,,salu skali,,,salu gak fight,,p kami phm satu same lain,,salu mesty ad yg akan ckp sowy dulu,,,comey an??yg kiri kowg nie SYAFIQAH..kanan kowg lak SYAZWANI..muuuaaaaaahhh kat kowg due!!!)

(kowg ase ney sape???ney la adik aq,,,famili pgl dye yaya,,name nye NUR ALIYA SAFFIA BTE MOHD FUAD,,aq salu sakat dye,,,p ble aq xde,,salu sbot name aq!!))

(comey an??ney kezen aq,,name nye MIKAIL,,,aq rapat sgt ngan parens dye,,,tanx nyang n pak njang 4 everything!!!luv u all!!)

(nie lak,,,membe umah aq,,yg sbelah kiri kowg name nye SYAFIQAH n skunk stdy kat UITM katkelantan,,yg ag sowg lak name nye ZALIKHA,,zalikha ney dak UM gak p amik hayat,,,cyg n windu kamoo saloo!!)

(guess who is dis??dis is my beloved one,,my mama,,,<3<3<3

(nie FASHAH,,mulut bising mcm aq gak,,,skunk amik account kat mtrx changlun,,,hahahh

blik la,,aq windoo ko!!!!)

(nie yaya!!!hahaha<3<3<3<3)